Why? Why? Why? Why do you have to write something that's so hurtful to me? I know i was wrong. The guilt keeps creeping inside my soul. Now i have to think of something to distract me when it took me so long to be in this state

tachy? brady? whatevs!!!

Out of the blue, i feel scared. Scared of what future beholds. Now that everything will end and i'm entering a new phase of my life soon. May Allah eases everything. Amin...

malam nisfu syaaban, 15 syaaban

15 more days till we're in the holy ramadhan month. I'm totally hyped bout it. Hehe. Sad to know how Allah has given me a lot yet i still haven't thanked him enough. Therefore, together let us perform our solat sunat and recite yassin after maghrib or isya' insyaalah. It's even better if you can perform qiamullail later before subuh. Lastly, "keep calm and pray"

ayahanda, ibunda ampunkan anakanda

Ive been so busy lately that i keep on forgetting to say hi to both my parents. Luckily, mama always text me and dad who always message me so at least they can keep track bout my current status. Sorry mom and dad. It's not like i don't remember but i've just been so preoccupied. You guys are always in my doa though :) love you both mucho, always, infinity

an hour after my bed time

I did everything  yet im still the same me. What shall i do next? Guess im not doing it hard enough. Words of encouragement please. Anyone? Im such a weakling and crybaby.i know that. But i guess, sometimes i have to tell people my problems instead of keeping it to myself. Lesson learnt!